2 more days back to kl~

First thing i would like to thanks to all my friend that accompany me this holiday... i'll appreciated all the time you all spend with me... even just awhile is good enough for me d... thanks ya... i'll back to kl soon... i'll never forget it...      But hor... i gain weight again =.=" have to keep again... anyway i don't write too much d la... haha... i want to spend my time more at penang... i'll write when i back to kl ya ^^ Happy new 2011 to everyone ^^

Merry Christmas to everyone and thanks

The most happy Christmas in my life ^^ thank ya everyone of my friends.... this year i over at church with all my new friends... After church we going to gurney... so many peoples ^^ all so enjoy ... i also enjoy mode ^^ haha...  then after that we going to heritage coffee... =) then some of friend going back ... then some still mix... going to eat and eat again.... haha... so late d... stil at outside for so long ^^ then going to seaside there until morning 7something only reach home... fuyooo.... so tired.... and then sleep until 3 pm only wake.... hehe.... then around 5something going gurney and bought present for my friends ^^ then go to church and eat again... finally i can rest awhile d.... anyway... thanks to everyone... i'm really very happy got all of my new friends... and thanks again.... ^^ love you all always... =) merry Christmas and happy new year ya ^^

Rainin~

Hmmm... At Penang for 2 weeks d... everyday raining... even plan to go where also very jam... is because raining then all drive... Without my friend i'll very bored... thanks for company me everyday... I'm broke currently =.=///... 10more days my sister birthday ... she is getting old =D... and after her birthday 2 more day will X'mas... YES!!! I Want X'Mas Present.... >.<"" Anyway I Hope I Can G ot X'Mas Present ^^

X'mas in the house....

Countdown for X'mas ^^ Chrismas , chrismas time is near , time for toys and time for cheer .... I think will celebrate with my friend at church.... i wonder that day will how? hmmm... hope will over with someone really special to me ^^ And just hope everyone will found someone special in this coming Chrismas ya ^^ Wish everyone my friend MerryChrismas and Happy new year ya xD i feel is too early for that... ^^ haha... Enjoy everyone~~~

Thanks god

I found that i face many thing... even bad , cruel , and everything that no one ever face before... should happy or sad i also don't know... but i LEARN ... i learn how to handle myself... even how also have to... ^^  thanks god for giving me this life... i very cherish it... every moment =) and i thanks for give me a good family too... even i was born from a poor family... I love my this family too... my brother and sister... if for me to choose again... i'll choose the same family... cause we all learn... learn everything from suffer to get something better for our life... I love you papa , mama , brother and my sisters... thanks for caring me since i was small until now... love you all always...

anyone ? =P

who want go out contact me tomorrow xD

New hairstyle and mood xD

Raining whole day at penang.... Feel so bored... even hope or feel wanna go where also no place to go... haha... 3something i went to gym and train awhile after that back home and take bath... Then my friend company me to saloon~ change new hairstyle >< i don't know how it look... but i feel still okay ba ? haha... But even how ugly also too late regret also no use la.... so have to use to it... Today my coach birthday... haha... anyway sorry for can't celebrate together with him >.< ... And i phone and wish him... haha... now at here i want wish him again... HAppy birthday Coach... Wish you happy always ^^

here my new hairstyle.... >.<"

PENANG!!!

Wake up in the morning keeping my stuff and everything... And i suddenly started miss this kind of enjoy life... While hope faster going back to Penang... i woke at 5am... hehe... is it very early ? i use 1 and a half hour to done everything now waiting for my sister to come and fetch me to airport... Hope this  Holidays i back will never bring and sadness back to kl anymore... Maybe will go back find some job for me to do... Anyhow... X'mas coming soon... Will My this year X'mas Will over more happy then last year ? I hope so... I Hope will pass with someone SPECIAL in my LIFE... Hope my wish will come true...

To who's coming to Penang may contact me if you all need my help =) Anyhow TAKE EVERYONE... MIsS You All Always... HAPPY HOLIDAY , MERRY CHRISMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR YEAH EVERYONE ^^....

now 8.59am at airport... waiting until 940am for my flight... =)

Back Penang Soon

Finally Holiday... i'm free for whole week =P ...
My plan is Hiking , Jogging , Swimming and many more.....
Hmmm.... i just back.... just now went to watch bruce lee ... still not bad the movies.... haha... after that going lunch together with my sis and bro... When on the way back to my hostel... raining so heavy... even when i reach my hostel the rain still so heavy... now finally stop... i'm quite tired too... so i take a nap... If you still not ready is okay... =) Smile ya no matter how =) tomorrow i'll back to penang d... ^.^ See all my friends yeah...

i cant believe it...

I back from Penang nearly a month... I thought will never you again... This that call fate??? I still remember you... =) Holidays soon... I'm going to back to my hometown soon ^^ Hope this time i back will never bring any sadness thing to kl anymore... ^^ Is late... time sleep ^^ goodnight ya... =) Don't afraid of ghost... I'll there for you if you need me ^^

Be ready for the war

So fast i have being at B.jalil for 1 years plus... Holidays soon ^^ After that will have to ready for new game for next year... Be prepare... Get ready for war... My last war... Kevan going for it... Nothing have to worry... not me alone to the war... all my family and friends is behind me support me... i knew that... so i'll never give up so easy... I'll go for it... Never look back... look forward ^^

i won't blame you

trying to trust someone... but all lies... is okay... i use to it... ^^ no 1 can be trusted... kevan =)

so sudden

i started to miss you... i wonder what you doing... i still waiting for you... do you miss me? what i thinking izit same like you do? i miss you... i really did miss you like crazy...

mistake~

Once you found the mistake you done and learn how and to face it... your thinking will become more mature... and you will growing up... don't afraid ... if you really done a mistake you have admit and not to run away from the mistake... when you small you do any mistake after you cry everything will solve just like that... but once you grow up you have to face it yourself... Do everything please think twice only decide the thing that you wanna do...

Random`

A thought a day can begin... But is just pass and everything just change just for a second... How long you do , how long  you make and how much you try the result come with zero... the rain drop just make the feeling feel
confuse with everything that we have done... just the same that i do is the listen to the song from yiruma the title is Kiss the rain... I'm tired... Just give me a break... i wish i can just fall in sleep for half year and wake up everything just become new...

Morning...

I saw something very nice at your profile... So i like it... =) Thanks that you still haven delete...
Thanks to be honestly to me....

welcome to my life

Everything new ... All in my life change ^^ new new new !!!! wuHooOooo... hahaa
^^ remember what you told me yeah... i send you the letter already... tomorrow evening will reach yeah~ remember wait for the letter yeah ^^


iPhone 5 When will you launch??!! I'm waiting for you.... ^^ Wahahaha

I'm back

Finally back here... Actually don't feel wanna back too... miss the life at my hometown... ^.^
But for sure will miss you all too... ^.^ without you all my days will over with nothing... haha... Last night we all at sea side so nice and happy when we all at there ^.^ even just can see the sea and nothing to do... but got u all i very happy d ^^ And early in the morning drive until t.bungah there fetching you all... haha... but haven fetch you all the time car cant even start ... but thanks you for coming help us to make the car can be start ^.^... you got the heart wanna come to sent me can liao... don't sad ya ^.^ remember smile =) just 2 week only... very fast only... after that we can meet again ma right ? ^^ haha... now i reach here... my mode have to start change to training mode... my life is starting new again... All the best ya Kevan =) take care ya you all ...

11/5/2010

so funny dream i have... ha ha... i dream something i dislike to... but i can control myself now ^^ i going jogging , after jogging back to my house and wait for that Aaron... after that we went to island plaza watch mega mind 3D... still okay la that movies ... so far so good... then go pragin and search for his speaker... but all out of stock even when to 1stop too... and after that saw my friend work at 1stop... ha ha... quite tired today... whole day activity... now now 2am i just reach his house... still haven sleep... but quite tired... cause just now go supper with Andy Khaw together with Aaron at mcD... ha ha... tomorrow whole day shop again.... T.T... tired now i have to be on the bed right now... Tomorrow will be a busy day again... Is time... good Night~

22 right now ~

This few week start to enjoy... Totally no more stress ^^ life is so enjoy... but still have this sick on my head... still haven recover >_< keep drink and drink still the same... but i think will recover soon ^^ so don't care la...
my mode still at Penang haven bring training mode back to here yet... xixi... Cause i wanna back some more >_< after that only go back bring my training mode back to here ... hahaha... by the way thank for my friend who attend for my birthday party... especially Andy Khaw , Aaron Khaw and Andy Yeap with his friend too ^^ thank ya... for my this year birthday... i'll put inside my heart deeply keep inside my heart ^^ You're always my best bro forever~ some of even you all just come awhile i also want to thanks you all very much ^^ thankkiu for coming ^^ And the last for sure thanks GOD for make the rain stop ... ^^ without you my friend and bro won't be attend for my birthday ... i'll always believe in you ...

sick...

3 more days birthday... But so suddenly sick... every time face the same problem it suddenly make me so weak... i'm really tired with this kind of thing... Hope it will recover as soon as possible... please...

27/10/2010

4 more days to go will reach the day... And the lesson for me is start from today... i learn more and more right now... i don't care how people looks... But I'll what should i... Emo... cant control ??? actually can... i have emo before and did a very unforgiven thing that i done... very regret that i do that... But now i promise to myself... I'll never Emo anymore... how regret also no use... cause i done it... But i prefer my life right now... i have to control everything very well... PEnang !!! i coming back soon ~ all my friend meet you all there ya... ^^ i promise I'll never do and think such a stupid thing anymore... But i can swear i never lie... what the words i said is truly that i hear from my own ears... =) what i can said is this ... believe it or not is your choice... ^^ xixi... now only start wanna sleep... xixi... okay yah... i sleep owh... ^,^

For You

If you dislike me you please tell me

if you hate me you please tell me

if you feel afraid dun hide just face it and tell me
...
if you feel angry just use your hand and slap me

if you feel i lie you just dun believe me

if you feel happy without me just tell me

if you still remember me please remember me but if you remember me will bring you sadness just forget me...

once you tell me I'll disappear forever from your world and
everything... what i want is i don't see you sad and drop any single
tears... i hope you'll forgive me and don't angry me only... what you
said I'll do for YOU... as long as you happy I'll happy....

hate my self

sorry... i hate myself very much... why i can become so evil... i can do such a unforgiven thing that i done last night... so sorry for make you feel scare and afraid... don't worry it will never ever happen forever... I have return the heart i steal from you... sorry i make it breaks... I'm cold blood ... apologize that what i did... i don't demand anything i just demand that you forgive me only... sorry....  

as long as you happy ^^

Advise that have been given... If still the same I'm okay... i did what i do... i take my promise... but i break it this evening...But the promise i promise you I won’t break it… never being forgive... never trust me... not cause of you... Is because I still love you… I knew I’m trying to lie myself… but I won’t do that anymore… even if in the future, I’ll still wish you… You happy I’ll too… you know I never ask you to change… You’re just the way you’re…  Your smile will make my world bright… Apologize that I can’t beside you to guide you anymore… 

OMG!!!! FINALLY I LOST WEIGHT!!

I become lighter back. ^^ I’ll never waste my time time time time anymore^^ FUTURE!! I’m coming!!! But sometime I’ll still afraid that my future… But this is not the time to worry… become myself and do what I should… that’s all for today ^^

Eenie Meenie miney mo

Wow… ^^ soon hope I can go help my friend go shooting ^^ Just half day can earn so much money…  My new life’s just start… I’ll try to face the fact… Is hard for me to trust someone…  Well… The time still will go and go… Everything just a pass… The first time I face this problem… But it’s okay ‘cause no matter how I’ll smile over my day… BE MYSELF… Become a champion the most important is discipline the most important… You have to respect someone only they will respect you… Men should love & respect women… ( My friend taught me that )

1.  .   Lead

2.    Protect

3.    Provide

4.    Integrity

5.     Courage

Sometime guys are also just the same see something is new will try to grab until bored they will just ignore the thing they got… To be a better man will never lie anyone or trying to make woman hurt… appreciate everything you have... be yourself and don’t judge someone…  In my dictionary I’ll do my best at everything and my future… no more is more important than my future and my family… Love you all and thanks that when I got trouble you all still beside me ^^

16/10/2010

Sometimes forget something is not very easy to forget… Even we don’t want to think about it will appear on our mind so suddenly …  no one will appreciate the thing that they have right now.. Once it gone they will start knows regret why they don’t appreciate what the have…  When they really try to appreciate is late… When something makes you feel suffer or sad it may hard to over day by day… Remember no matter how also “SMILE “to make yourself feel better rather then you suffers and sad over your days…  APPRECIATE what you have…

02 October 2010

Early in the Morning .... look out from my room the window i can see how bright is today... 11 something only know that my handphone got message.. hehe.. And then go wash my face and done everything~ Then going down to buy kfc for my breakfast can counts as lunch too...

 

i on my way  to buy my KFC .. Favorites...

 Have to go down.. walk so so FaRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrr >_< ""

Then still walking.. reach soon ^^

Finally beside me ..... tennis malaysian open at stadium putra~

  

                                           

 

HOHO~~!!!! REACH~~ yipPeeeeeeeeeeee

i took 10min to reach there xD

bought snack plate , nugget and BurGer... LOL 

 when i on my way back to room i saw a cat sleep until so funny.. after that i took it.. 

 cute mah? xP 

and she know i took her~

omg!!! i wake her up jor.. T.T

SorrYyy...