sick...

3 more days birthday... But so suddenly sick... every time face the same problem it suddenly make me so weak... i'm really tired with this kind of thing... Hope it will recover as soon as possible... please...

27/10/2010

4 more days to go will reach the day... And the lesson for me is start from today... i learn more and more right now... i don't care how people looks... But I'll what should i... Emo... cant control ??? actually can... i have emo before and did a very unforgiven thing that i done... very regret that i do that... But now i promise to myself... I'll never Emo anymore... how regret also no use... cause i done it... But i prefer my life right now... i have to control everything very well... PEnang !!! i coming back soon ~ all my friend meet you all there ya... ^^ i promise I'll never do and think such a stupid thing anymore... But i can swear i never lie... what the words i said is truly that i hear from my own ears... =) what i can said is this ... believe it or not is your choice... ^^ xixi... now only start wanna sleep... xixi... okay yah... i sleep owh... ^,^

For You

If you dislike me you please tell me

if you hate me you please tell me

if you feel afraid dun hide just face it and tell me
...
if you feel angry just use your hand and slap me

if you feel i lie you just dun believe me

if you feel happy without me just tell me

if you still remember me please remember me but if you remember me will bring you sadness just forget me...

once you tell me I'll disappear forever from your world and
everything... what i want is i don't see you sad and drop any single
tears... i hope you'll forgive me and don't angry me only... what you
said I'll do for YOU... as long as you happy I'll happy....

hate my self

sorry... i hate myself very much... why i can become so evil... i can do such a unforgiven thing that i done last night... so sorry for make you feel scare and afraid... don't worry it will never ever happen forever... I have return the heart i steal from you... sorry i make it breaks... I'm cold blood ... apologize that what i did... i don't demand anything i just demand that you forgive me only... sorry....  

as long as you happy ^^

Advise that have been given... If still the same I'm okay... i did what i do... i take my promise... but i break it this evening...But the promise i promise you I won’t break it… never being forgive... never trust me... not cause of you... Is because I still love you… I knew I’m trying to lie myself… but I won’t do that anymore… even if in the future, I’ll still wish you… You happy I’ll too… you know I never ask you to change… You’re just the way you’re…  Your smile will make my world bright… Apologize that I can’t beside you to guide you anymore… 

OMG!!!! FINALLY I LOST WEIGHT!!

I become lighter back. ^^ I’ll never waste my time time time time anymore^^ FUTURE!! I’m coming!!! But sometime I’ll still afraid that my future… But this is not the time to worry… become myself and do what I should… that’s all for today ^^

Eenie Meenie miney mo

Wow… ^^ soon hope I can go help my friend go shooting ^^ Just half day can earn so much money…  My new life’s just start… I’ll try to face the fact… Is hard for me to trust someone…  Well… The time still will go and go… Everything just a pass… The first time I face this problem… But it’s okay ‘cause no matter how I’ll smile over my day… BE MYSELF… Become a champion the most important is discipline the most important… You have to respect someone only they will respect you… Men should love & respect women… ( My friend taught me that )

1.  .   Lead

2.    Protect

3.    Provide

4.    Integrity

5.     Courage

Sometime guys are also just the same see something is new will try to grab until bored they will just ignore the thing they got… To be a better man will never lie anyone or trying to make woman hurt… appreciate everything you have... be yourself and don’t judge someone…  In my dictionary I’ll do my best at everything and my future… no more is more important than my future and my family… Love you all and thanks that when I got trouble you all still beside me ^^

16/10/2010

Sometimes forget something is not very easy to forget… Even we don’t want to think about it will appear on our mind so suddenly …  no one will appreciate the thing that they have right now.. Once it gone they will start knows regret why they don’t appreciate what the have…  When they really try to appreciate is late… When something makes you feel suffer or sad it may hard to over day by day… Remember no matter how also “SMILE “to make yourself feel better rather then you suffers and sad over your days…  APPRECIATE what you have…

02 October 2010

Early in the Morning .... look out from my room the window i can see how bright is today... 11 something only know that my handphone got message.. hehe.. And then go wash my face and done everything~ Then going down to buy kfc for my breakfast can counts as lunch too...

 

i on my way  to buy my KFC .. Favorites...

 Have to go down.. walk so so FaRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrr >_< ""

Then still walking.. reach soon ^^

Finally beside me ..... tennis malaysian open at stadium putra~

  

                                           

 

HOHO~~!!!! REACH~~ yipPeeeeeeeeeeee

i took 10min to reach there xD

bought snack plate , nugget and BurGer... LOL 

 when i on my way back to room i saw a cat sleep until so funny.. after that i took it.. 

 cute mah? xP 

and she know i took her~

omg!!! i wake her up jor.. T.T

SorrYyy...