Sunday, December 16, 2012

My stories ^^

平信闯南关 武出新人生
报道:杨琇媖

曾经一度对前途感到迷茫而退出国家队,却在退出后发觉心之所系的仍然是武术,所以他回归了,而且在2011年11月的印尼东运会上的南刀南棍以及南拳拿下1金1铜,助大马武术队在该赛会拿下3金3银5铜,创下大马在东运会近十年以来最好的成绩,他就是来自槟城的南刀南棍南拳好手——谢平信。

缘起~~因死党接触武术

照理说在圣芳济小学和中学就读的谢平信是很难接触到“武术”这门这么富有华人传统文化的技艺,因为英校的课外活动中并不包含这一项目。“我是在初中一时,一位死党参加了少山武馆的武术队,当时被他说动后就一起去学。小孩子嘛,而且当时是觉得很好玩。”值得一提的是,并非从小练起而算得上是“半路出家”的谢平信,才学了一年就受到赏识提拔进州队。

“我有点忘了,没记错的话是在学了一年多,初中二那一年吧,我被选进州队,过后在06年参加全国赛选拔后又被国家队的教练挑中,19岁进入国家队。不过在国家队呆了一年多后,我选择退出。”

曾一度茫然彷徨退出国家队

为什么?“不懂,当时就感到前路茫茫,感觉自己除了武术之外什么都不会。突然间想到如果有一天我不能比赛了,或者是打不出成绩,那我还能做什么?所以就决定退出回槟打工。当时我在皇后湾广场当售货员,剩余时间就回州队训练,因为还要代表槟城征战马运会。”不是退出了吗?“我只退出国家队,州队还保留我的位置。”

至于促使他最后回归国家队的原因,“出来做工后我才发觉还是心心念念着武术,尤其是能够把整个套路都完美演绎出来的成就感,所以决定回去(国家队)。”其实当初怎么会选择南拳刀棍这一门呢?“因为我的肢体动作比较硬,比较柔的动作类似太极那些的都学不来,到最后觉得最适合练的还是南拳,所以就朝这方面发展。”

英雄也怕针刺

在提及因练习而受伤的情形时,谢平信心有余悸的表示,受伤是常有的事,而物理治疗那些需花精神时间还好,但是最怕的是被武术队的中医进行针灸治疗,他担心着不懂针会不会断了拔不出来。看到他一副“小生怕怕”的神情,当场就问“你很怕针或针筒的哦?”,他有点尴尬的点头称是。哈,原来在赛场上打得虎虎生风的“英雄”也怕那小小一根针。

看电影偷师

由于南刀南拳南棍属于表演赛项,所以所有表演的套路也是自己设计的。“每次在比赛前,我们会自己编定一套比赛要用的套路,然后再交由教练看过后增删一些不适合或不足之处。”平常有看武打类影片偷师吗?谢平信坦诚道:“会的,有时候看电影看到一些动作觉得不错,就会记起来加入到自己的套路里面。”当被询及有没有一个武打明星是特别喜欢或是偶像,平信表示没有特别崇拜谁,他只是纯粹喜欢南拳而已。

中华武术之魂,即是卓越的技击能力。有人认为现在的中华武术只是一些表演套路,变成了花拳绣腿,也就是所谓的“花架子”,但也有人证实中华武术自古就是讲究实战的。针对这个课题,平信认为习武之人运动神经反应都会比较快,遇到攻击时虽不能说像电影的武林高手那么强以一敌十,不过用于自保应该是没问题的。#

受伤不言弃奇迹摘金银

当询及在武术生涯中有没有受过什么大伤病时,谢平信指出伤病是常有的事,而他印象最深刻的2011年杪要征战全国武术赛前,在一次训练中练习踢腿时不小心令到大腿肌肉撕裂,而距离比赛不到一星期时间。原本谢平信想要放弃,不过在当时负责教他的客卿教练毛娅绮鼓励下,他硬撑着带伤上阵,最终真的出现奇迹,他拿下了南棍金牌和南拳银牌。“受伤后很想放弃,是当时负责执教我的教练(毛娅绮)坚持要我撑着去比赛,不然最终我也不能拿奖了。”

与教练感情深厚

“其实国家队里的教练都对我很好。”谢平信如是表示,“不过因为那一年(2011年)归她执教后,拿下了东运会1金1铜,这是我第一次在国际赛拿奖,所以可能在共享荣誉后感情变得比较深厚。”可能是你受伤后还逼着你参赛而印象深刻吧?“哈,也有这个可能性。”

说到这位客卿教练毛娅绮来头也不小,原来她是2005年世锦赛以9.90的“完美”高分夺下南拳项目的冠军得主。毛娅绮是在2011年前来出任国家队客卿教练,从一开始就主要负责南拳组,也就是谢平信的教练。由于受召回国带省队备战全运会,所以今年九月杪刚落幕的世青赛是她最后一次带大马队出征。

而毛娅绮在接受电邮访问时对谢平信有很高的评价,“谢平信是一位自身运动条件非常好的运动员,他的力量、速度、跳跃能力,和练武时的那种表现力和感染力,这种与生俱来的天赋就好像是为练武术而生的。”

“但人无完人,谢平信也有一些小缺点,就是自律性不好,我教他改正训练中的问题后,没过多久他就可能忘记了,而一旦我没有盯着,他就可能觉得累而偷懒。所以每次在训练的时候,听到我大声叫他的声音是最多的,哈!”毛娅绮如是表示。

毛娅绮:马武术前景光明

至于对马来西亚武术队的印象,毛娅绮表示大马有非常好的运动员和教练员,更有为推动大马武术发展做出努力的武术总会内部人员。“我相信只要有为了大马武术发展的这种大局观念在,所有人为此努力,大马武术队一定会站在国际赛的前列。所以只要有机会,我当然非常乐意再来执教

2012

I've being a year no tournament 
But this year I never waste my time at least 
I've pass my intermedia for my English course 
now one more to go that is my advance English exam will be register for the exam on next year .
And next year will be a very busying year for me ... maybe ? The tournament coming on next year will have alot ... wish everything will go well.. cross hand pray hard for everything is going good :) 

This is the picture that I've went to Malacca trip ... seriously there have alot of thing that very great :) But it take long journey for me :) I love there because have alot of thing i never see before but at least now I know :) I'll visit again if I really free again... 6 more days will holidays for me ... my holiday I'll going to pangkor with my friends to relax and enjoy my holidays . I hope this coming holiday will be a very nice and happy holiday for me before I start my next year training and class :) 

In the morning 16/12/2012 

I woke up since 8am because I hear an event will held at One Utama Central Park ... 
Guess what event is that ? ^^ 
Tadaa..... This is the event I went to....
I love dogs alot but I keep find my friends to accompany me to the event ...
end up no one go with me... So I went alone and all  the way drive to One Utama ...
But seriously I never regret to go alone... because I can see alot of cute puppy...
They are very cute , when I see their innocent face , I feel like wanna grab them back... 
But I can't because I don't have time to take care and even a home for them...
So  what I can do is just go visit them and play with them ... This is the picture I snap in the morning .
This is my weekend morning I have done :) 



Holiday
Christmas 
New year 2012+1
Coming soon ~
Happy holiday and take good care everyone ^^

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

简单的我

心简单,世界就简单,幸福才会生长;心自由,生活就自由,到哪都有快乐
简单的我 , 只需要简单的生活

Saturday, November 24, 2012

hmmm

I don't force people to mix with me
I don't force people to talk with me
I don't force anything from you guys .
If you dislike me just ignore me , I'll never force .
I'm okay if I'm alone .

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Fake world

Everything is fake , I hate this fake life .
Why some people can be so fake ?
Is that the life they usually live ?
But how come none people can feel that ?
Or just some people just act don't know ?
I feel tired to face this kind of person seriously... What can I do ?
Fake together with them ? NO... I can't , because I'm not kind of person .
Please don't fake in front me ...This kind of person will be punish because alot of bad thing he does it will return back more then he do....  

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Happy birthday and Halloween




 I'm now officially 24 years old ^^ My this year birthday just over like normal day is because I have to go for my training lesson and after finish my training have to straight away rush for dinner and go for class :) 



This is the picture when after my training straight away for dinner and my friend said that birthday have to eat a cake . At first I said is okay , but my friend keep said must eat a cake . End up I also eat a slide of cappuccinos cheese cake :) I'm so full because I ate dinner before took this cake ...








This is some of the picture I took for my this year birthday day and Halloween :)
Anyways thanks for everyone who phone me , sms me and take sometime to post at my timeline :)     I do appreciated . Thank you everyone ^^

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

What I need..

Hmmm , I'm just write out what the mood I've right now ...
I'm not young anymore and I don't feel wanna play anymore...
All I need is my future , that the reason why I'm working hard for so long .
I don't know when I can success for the goal that I'm aiming right now
But I'll never give up and I'll push myself to the goal that I want .
I'm not gay and just that I still haven found my right person yet
it's because I'm finding a girlfriend that can be my wife , I don't need a girlfriend only .
I don't have the time to move one by one to a place and a place anymore about the relationship .
The feeling of hurt I have experience is kinda hurt and suffer and I don 't wanna the same thing it happen to me anymore .








I'll never give up on something that I want and my dream <3 Good luck to me and I wish my everything will going very good coming of the day I'm going  :)

Saturday, October 27, 2012

Brothers

When I was young , I'll never think about school and classmates .
But now I started to miss my classmates and my childhood friends .
I wonder where are them right now ? 
What are they doing ? 
How are you all my friends ?
Let me tell you all why those from last class why so hate to mix with some good students and why they have to act like gangster , Actually have a reason that only we knew... 
Is because of good students will never like to mix with last class students they will look down on the last class students and why last class students have to act like gangster is because they are not clever so will easier give some of the clever students to look down and said something who may hurt them and that why they will act to be fierce to protect themselves to prevent the thing happen. Seriously no body like to give someone says they are stupid or useless , Everyone is trying hard to catch up . But why must some of the person can't even support their friends ?
Friends is no matter what happen it will help each other to face together , help together and learn together. Help people doesn't mean have to you money and see the person is clever or not... 
Please be understand and remember friends is better then an enemy right ? 
Thanks god for let me know some of the good friends as know as brother.
Without them my life won't have alot of happiness and good memories .
When I'm really down since 2010 just because of them help me over my sadness days and help me celebrate my very first birthday with friends and that is the first birthday party I've host ...   


This is the picture that my 22 year old , I've invite alot of my friends . This is the best birthday I have . I would like to thanks my friends Andy who help me settle alot of thing in this birthday party and Aaron , Sure will never forget about this birthday cake from Keat . Even just a normal birthday party is already enough for me . thanks for everything and thanks for be my friends for this long and no matter how you all are still there for me to help me... Even now many of you all have many thing to do but you all will still find some of the time to meet up and company me once I come back to Penang.  And now I apologize to you all , if what I have done and said something make you all uncomfortable please don't put in your heart . Hope our childhood , friendship and brothers will never end . 

Friday, October 26, 2012

Just 4 you

I don't know what to do ... What I do will always make people angry then I just follow also wrong ? if yes then okay , I'll be alone... then no one will get mad or angry anymore... because I used my heart to treat you all but then no one understand , So the best way I be alone will do... Sorry

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

I don't know

Today actually is a good day for me , because of the same person ruin my mood... A thought I already forgive you once in very deeply that you hurt me... But why do you wanna do something who hurt me ? I have treated you as my best friend again even last time you did something unforgiven but I can just forgive you.... Can you tell me why you must do something over my limit ? I also have feeling , You do everyday said me but I can just laugh because I don't wanna make it become big trouble , And what do you done today ? You have do something over limit okay , not I small winded is because what you have do is over my limit... Why every-time my birthday reach soon but you can give me some present like this? just like 2010 what have you done to me ? I don't really know what make me forgive you this time....  

Saturday, October 20, 2012

身旁




  • 一样的街灯 一样还回荡的钟声
  • 而夜微凉 你在谁的心上 一样的天窗
  • 一样还未眠的月光 会孤单吗
  • 情愿你对我说谎
  • 我就在身旁 陪你走过
  • 每一步 每一段每一个地方
  • 那里曾许下的愿望
  • 我就在身旁 为你守候
  • 每一天每一夜不能遗忘
  • 原来爱就是这样
  • 安静的时候 会听见熟悉的问候
  • 你听到吗 我也轻轻回答
  • 还会心动吗 送给一个人的情话
  • 你知道吗 每一句都是牵挂
  • 为你留下的爱 我就在身旁不会离开
  • 就算回忆变成了依赖 永远的存在
  • 我的爱 没有了时间也没有了地点
  • 总在我心里对你说 I ll be there for you...
  • xD

    What's this phone ? ^^

    Friday, October 19, 2012

    If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
    I'll sail the world to find you
    If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
    I'll be the light to guide you
    Find out what we're made of
    If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
    I'll sing a song
    beside you
    And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
    Everyday I will
    remind you

    When we are called to help our friends in need
    You can count on me like 1 2 3
    I'll be there
    And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
    And you'll be there
    Cause that's what friends are supposed to do
    You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
    I'll never let go
    Never say goodbye

    Thursday, October 18, 2012

    I wonder

    Why friend can't really treat their own friend with truly ? why must all with lies and hurt ? how come it become so cruel with this kind of thing ?
    To girls & guys : No point to fight with your friends for someone who you wanna chase... Best friends is hard to find ... but girlfriends and boyfriends we can still find others... Lets try to think if a friend you know them for 10 years or more and then quarrel for a person you just know for some weeks only ... do you feel worth ? I know you love or whatever... please think carefully before you make any decision :)

    Monday, October 15, 2012

    ms. right ?

    Should I rush for in a relationship ? I wonder who's my ms.right ... There is no reason why I'm still waiting for my ms.right...  I'm a very simple guy who hope have a simple life. I can do what ever thing that I really mean it , if You feel shame to face me or be with , you can straight away leave me just like the one who did to me that before , I really don't care about this. Because if you feel your face is more important , PLEASE don't come close to me... :) 当我开始放弃了你,我就不会再为了你而不开心.

    Tuesday, September 25, 2012

    Just a post !

    The night is still young ~ The day I passed still have alot ... I can feel how hard I'm now and I hear old men said that when you were young hard is better then old... no such thing that always happy... U have to be suffer since you're young , then when you're old that is the time for you to enjoy your life... live happiness no matter when ... remember this world... even how the sun will still rise in the next day. Don't think too much no matter where are you right now... start work the day will come near to your achievement that you need... good luck !  

    Sunday, September 16, 2012

    Good bye my beloved coach

     
    I don't know what to says other then thank you... 
    You bring me a lot of happiness thanks for the care , lesson and everything that you give to me...
    Seriously I'll be miss you and don't worry about me because what you have taught me I'll remember and put inside my heart... Take care.... ^^

    Saturday, September 15, 2012

    Just a simple post

    15-9-2012


     10.07pm ~ Today is the boring weekend I ever have.... from the morning I stay in the room until now still at my hostel never go out... what can I do ? hmmm.... Training is better then nothing to do... At least I can pass my time very fast... Just like today I do even have thing to do and the time pass so so slow... haih... I swear tomorrow I'll never waste my time like today ever !

    Tuesday, September 11, 2012

    VIP Service !

    Damn... ! stretching only need four people help me or not?!
    haha... never-mind la.... since I got super VVip service ...
    Seriously is pain but I still continue because I knew they just want for my good... 
    Feel touch , Really Appreciate a lot...
    Need to thanks especially my Coach Yoong ! 
    everyone can see thought this picture , He is old ady but still help me and use his hand and use some power to help me =) 
    This is what today 11-9-2012 happen during my training lesson <3 
    And to my lovely coach that who wanna leave I'll miss you and I'll promise you that next year is my last year of Wushu and I'll work hard for it... so don't worry about me =) 

    Sunday, September 9, 2012

    September 9

    Hi... erm... I'm just trying to talk about my September of starting days... why I feel that I'm so bad luck... since the 1st day of September that time i still remember is 1am in the morning , I don't even know why I can open the door until knock my head so hard and the door sound with " BANG! " so loud >.< and pain somemore ...  after that when 7pm I have walk to the place that I parked my car there and check ... because I  always forgotten that I have lock my car ady or not... and the time I walk to there my leg knock a stand that put for no parking sign ... IS DAmn Fcking pain >< and more awhile I walk to back to take lift to my room I fall down again... because some kids playing  ice and make the floor so wet and that is the reason I fall.... =.=" Try to think just begin of the September month I met this 3 incident ... fine... maybe I bad luck then... gosh... I  don't want to mention something make me feel guilty... I'll update my new blog when I really free... because my batt is low , So take care everyone .... :) happy September =.=

    Peace ^^V <3 kevan 

    Monday, August 27, 2012

    你並不愛我

    原來不愛說 以爲你懂得
    每次說著說著 都是我哭了
    我擦幹眼淚 慢慢習慣沉默
    朋友聊起 我就說一些別的
    你總是哄我 說永遠不分手
    可是我 還不確定會停留
    終於我看透 沒退路的角落
    不閃躲
    你並不愛我 怎麼會懂我
    你從來就不曾 在乎我的感受
    沒兌現過承諾 傻瓜才當溫柔
    難過時候 還假裝笑著點頭
    你並不懂我 怎麼能愛我
    曾經我也以爲 有你我就足夠
    <a href="http://www.yinyueabc.com/by2/2a7ll3s63jm/">你並不懂我 歌詞<a> 
    <a href="http://www.yinyueabc.com">音樂 ABC<a>
    直到發現 原來我不過
    是你用來炫耀的 玩偶
    我好難過 你並不愛我

    Saturday, August 18, 2012

    I'm totally lost...

    Can anyone tell me what should I do ? I feel so lost... Do anyone really read my blog before? what I've learn and what I've face ? I feel so lost...   Wushu ? Study ? Am my direction wrong ? Why do I feel like something I still left ...

    Saturday, July 28, 2012

    Hmm... 28 start sell big bang ticket... actually I don't crazy about them... I just wanna go yell the moment when they sing " WOW FANTASY BABY " together... haha... so i just buy the lowest cost ticket... and i cant believe I can get the ticket too... crazy the people who waiting for 14 hour or more... really crazy about him and I'm trying to get the ticket so I woke at 7am and go reached around 8something... but once i reach already alot of people at there... holy shit!!! Really a lot of people ... and I'm trying to cut the queue at first but fail , so never mind , then i saw my friend and asked her to help me to buy for it and she just straight away said buy my own self... so  okay if she don't really want to help... then i trying to start line up but is really far away from the counter , i used to give up and i walk inside the mall for awhile to see who can help me to buy... but one by one keep telling me other reason so never mind la... hehe... until the ticket start sell i don't know why suddenly got a blank place for me to in and i just walked and no one saw xP... hehe... and at last i have BbbbooOoought it.... muahaha.... maybe i still haven give up for something i want... haha... so i finally buy 4 and help 1 outsider to buy ticket too... and me and her is the last 1 who bought the last VIP ticket and the workers at there asked we to snap a photo at the stage with Bigbang photo O.O how lucky right ? haha... anyway if who going ... meet you all there ^^ okay.... cya~~

    Monday, July 23, 2012

    1 more week

    exam coming soon... this august 4... but what am I doing right now ? >.< I have to hard working ady , still left some days only... hell of cause I don't wanna fail ... or else I have to pay again... I don't have money to pay again... I have save my spending cost somemore... hmmm... I'll never think something bad... ofcause I'll think positive... aiya... I'll pass my this exam... everything hope going well ... wish me good luck yah... ^^ Goodnight my blogspot friends...  

    Wednesday, June 27, 2012

    just a update...

    Think back something it happen to me , sad , happy , lonely and all ... It really make me feel I have a lot of thing i still haven done yet... what for i walked the way now ? what my dream ? what am i doing right now ? why i change until like don't even know what am I doing ? hmmm.... my coach she told me that in the team of my group i'm the most potential ... why I can't feel ? because I want make myself too perfect ? I also don't even know... I feel alot of thing still need to think and do... but i don't even know what I need to do actually... And now I really don't need any relationship right now... because what my last still left me a hurt inside from my heart deeply... so I'm sorry to those people that I reject , don't waste your time on me , not worth at all... I'm a guy who said something and I'll mean it...

    Saturday, June 23, 2012

    This is me !

    I treat you as my friend and I give you my trust to you and you ruin it and now no more... because I believe you only tell you something but you just betrayer me more and more... so I'm okay... and now no more... I will never care you as my friend anymore... Don't blame me... I'm cruel... just because I need to protect myself to being hurt...

    Saturday, June 16, 2012

    thank you

    想起你看他眼神中的满足
    我学会了服输 他能给你保护,代替我的照顾
    我只能偷偷的,为你祝福 谢谢你的结束,冷却后的残酷
    谢谢你的知足,告诉我别再付出
    谢谢你的温度,记忆留在最初
    谢谢你曾经让我,幸福 想着手心的感触
    想着脸颊的温度
    谢谢你那些年 为我付出

    Monday, June 11, 2012

    Just a little post

    Hmmm...  A bad news? A good news ? 2 also got... let me talk about bad news first... i didnt being select to Asean games... But is okay... sicked? not a excuse for me... and I'm fully recover now ^^ yeah that's my good news... tired sitting bus to Penang and back to K.L ... I enjoy my weekend and travel for whole day and night too... soon coming competition will held at Beijing on July after that I'll cut my hair become BOLD! do you ever believe I'll do ? haha... I'll post out after that... hehe... FACEBOOK TEST ... What animal am i ?!! let check it out... haha

    Sunday, May 13, 2012

    Moody

    I don't know why I so suddenly feel so lost... I need to share something with someone... I'm too tough enough for being alone for so long... I'm freaking tired and I need a break... Can someone just become me and continue what I'm doing ? God if you really do hear me please spare me sometime to let me take a good rest with nothing in my brain , I don't demand for long break. Just a week for me to spare sometime that what I can feel no more stress... T.T

    Thursday, April 26, 2012

    English course

     This Picture is me before going class.. 

    Finally I have started my English Course... I need to learn everything I lack and change my mistake in to the particular way...  Actually I have alot of thing need to write but suddenly face to this blog update I just forget everything... haha... anyway I am great right now... preparing everything , training , sleeping , eating and studying... Is it late right now... I'm going Sleep ... Good night...

    Sunday, April 1, 2012

    April of 1st

    hmm currently 2.56am.... i still awake... suddenly feel wanna write something... something is really true... The reason people hold on to memories so tight is because memories are the only things that don't change when everything else does... :)) A week more to go I'll back from china... and my Penang coach back to his home town also... he look happy to back to his hometown... I'm happy to see him without any suffer too... anyway wish him stay happy always... i give him a software so that he can on Facebook when he at china... after i give him , he very happy because he can still keep in touch with his Malaysia friends... :) remember everything what do you want... speak out to let everyone know... Because if you didn't , You will regret...  :)) That the reason why i said out everything... Is because if I didn't no one will understand how i feel and what i want... okay la... I'm tired.. good night everyone... and April fool to all of us... :))

    Wednesday, March 14, 2012

    不是故意

    我以为恶梦 不会一直缠着我
    我以为头痛 闭上眼就痊愈了
    我只听 你爱听的歌
    我只做 你的朋友

    我变得沉默 伤心也不愿开口
    我变了好多 是否更靠近你呢
    等一个 固执的如果
    如果你懂我为什么就够了
    你别担心 我 不怕一个人站在雨里
    除了你 我找不到能快乐的意义
    眼泪 带给你的压力太清晰
    我真的不是故意
    不是故意 让自己变得不再像自己
    为了你 拼命想拿一百分而努力
    你却 离我越来越远的距离
    直到我失去你

    Wednesday, March 7, 2012

    about me and my days...

    A long time ago I never update my blog... how are you all there ? , izit fine ? I'm fine here... Finally i feel myself free right now so that why I update my blog... 2 more days I have to go china... this time the place is guang zhou (Cantonese) hmm... I wonder how it look, feel so nervous right now... anyway I'll bring my new camera together with me so I can shoot alot of picture and I'll upload after I come back ^^ and sometime love doesn't mean have  to force... I dislike the feeling...  so that I never choose to be with the girl that is now ask me be with her... I'm so sorry for hurting you... i shouldn't do something hurt u... I'm not a good guy actually... I feel myself very bad for hurting you but I rather hurt u once and no more... because i have the feeling that being hurt b4... anyway u will find someone better then me... I'm so sorry for hurting u... anyway take care... I still not ready in love yet... I'm not that tough that everybody think... I honest to you because I don't feel that is good that forcing myself to love a person without my heart got you... Sorry =) Hope we will keep stay as friend... I'm okay whatever you wanna think me as... Keep smile always...

    I have cut my hair before going china... haha... how it look ? lol... Very funny hair style lai... I don't know how you all look me like la... but actually I like but i dare not to show... because i don't have confident... wait until I have the confident on myself I'll show ^^ okay la.. write until here ... take car my friend and everyone cherish with love... ^^

    Thursday, February 23, 2012

    I do what i will never waste my time on something useless

    sometime i feel very pity on someone... but i still will care about them why am i so soft heart to treat someone like that ? even something doesnt mean my false i still going back to said sorry ? can i ask why ? im ok... i can live without anyone... im tough enough ... i do what because i pity and i care everyone even being so long we're friends... but please... what you wanna do just think before you do... friends is not like a game... once game over try again... no hell... please... i treated everyone as a good friend even how bad u treated me before... i'm still smile and willing be your friend and trying to help... but if you want act like a kids just keep it on... because even got this kind of friends or not is still the SAME to me... i have my limit... think before u says or u do... PLEASE... thank YOU very much....

    Saturday, January 28, 2012

    Doing something with meaningless

    I wonder why sometime people will change so fast... izit my problem ? im just trying to help... but at last what for i got ? arrange a performance also wrong ? hey... what i do i got ask before i do... now what for ? when did i say that i got power to don't allow someone to perform ? a week ago i have told to come for the rehearses... you last minute told me you can't ? what the fish you want ? I'm doing something without anything to help 1 okay ? and also these is not my problem... what now ? turn back and shoot me and said that is my fault huh ? I swear i'll never touch this kind of thing anymore...

    Sunday, January 22, 2012

    chinese new year...

    I still doing what your wish... ^^ take care... ^^ you live peacefully i'm always happy for you....

    Monday, January 9, 2012

    Am I Care Too much ?

    Is that a junior show respect to their senior ? I'm just trying to help... teach them some rules at here... give them a hour to bath and done everything... after that i was waiting for hour plus and i sms them how long to finish you all bath and all ? they just reply " haven bath can lunch ? " Then my reply " i'm not free " then what my junior reply " then suak lor , we not yet bath duwan sms ler... need money de". What the Fish! Fine if anything happen just be responsible by yourself... what for i waste my time to care them so much ? fine...