不是故意

我以为恶梦 不会一直缠着我
我以为头痛 闭上眼就痊愈了
我只听 你爱听的歌
我只做 你的朋友

我变得沉默 伤心也不愿开口
我变了好多 是否更靠近你呢
等一个 固执的如果
如果你懂我为什么就够了
你别担心 我 不怕一个人站在雨里
除了你 我找不到能快乐的意义
眼泪 带给你的压力太清晰
我真的不是故意
不是故意 让自己变得不再像自己
为了你 拼命想拿一百分而努力
你却 离我越来越远的距离
直到我失去你

about me and my days...

A long time ago I never update my blog... how are you all there ? , izit fine ? I'm fine here... Finally i feel myself free right now so that why I update my blog... 2 more days I have to go china... this time the place is guang zhou (Cantonese) hmm... I wonder how it look, feel so nervous right now... anyway I'll bring my new camera together with me so I can shoot alot of picture and I'll upload after I come back ^^ and sometime love doesn't mean have  to force... I dislike the feeling...  so that I never choose to be with the girl that is now ask me be with her... I'm so sorry for hurting you... i shouldn't do something hurt u... I'm not a good guy actually... I feel myself very bad for hurting you but I rather hurt u once and no more... because i have the feeling that being hurt b4... anyway u will find someone better then me... I'm so sorry for hurting u... anyway take care... I still not ready in love yet... I'm not that tough that everybody think... I honest to you because I don't feel that is good that forcing myself to love a person without my heart got you... Sorry =) Hope we will keep stay as friend... I'm okay whatever you wanna think me as... Keep smile always...

I have cut my hair before going china... haha... how it look ? lol... Very funny hair style lai... I don't know how you all look me like la... but actually I like but i dare not to show... because i don't have confident... wait until I have the confident on myself I'll show ^^ okay la.. write until here ... take car my friend and everyone cherish with love... ^^