What I need..

Hmmm , I'm just write out what the mood I've right now ...
I'm not young anymore and I don't feel wanna play anymore...
All I need is my future , that the reason why I'm working hard for so long .
I don't know when I can success for the goal that I'm aiming right now
But I'll never give up and I'll push myself to the goal that I want .
I'm not gay and just that I still haven found my right person yet
it's because I'm finding a girlfriend that can be my wife , I don't need a girlfriend only .
I don't have the time to move one by one to a place and a place anymore about the relationship .

The feeling of hurt I have experience is kinda hurt and suffer and I don 't wanna the same thing it happen to me anymore .








I'll never give up on something that I want and my dream <3 Good luck to me and I wish my everything will going very good coming of the day I'm going  :)

Brothers

When I was young , I'll never think about school and classmates .
But now I started to miss my classmates and my childhood friends .
I wonder where are them right now ? 
What are they doing ? 
How are you all my friends ?
Let me tell you all why those from last class why so hate to mix with some good students and why they have to act like gangster , Actually have a reason that only we knew... 
Is because of good students will never like to mix with last class students they will look down on the last class students and why last class students have to act like gangster is because they are not clever so will easier give some of the clever students to look down and said something who may hurt them and that why they will act to be fierce to protect themselves to prevent the thing happen. Seriously no body like to give someone says they are stupid or useless , Everyone is trying hard to catch up . But why must some of the person can't even support their friends ?
Friends is no matter what happen it will help each other to face together , help together and learn together. Help people doesn't mean have to you money and see the person is clever or not... 
Please be understand and remember friends is better then an enemy right ? 
Thanks god for let me know some of the good friends as know as brother.
Without them my life won't have alot of happiness and good memories .
When I'm really down since 2010 just because of them help me over my sadness days and help me celebrate my very first birthday with friends and that is the first birthday party I've host ...   

This is the picture that my 22 year old , I've invite alot of my friends . This is the best birthday I have . I would like to thanks my friends Andy who help me settle alot of thing in this birthday party and Aaron , Sure will never forget about this birthday cake from Keat . Even just a normal birthday party is already enough for me . thanks for everything and thanks for be my friends for this long and no matter how you all are still there for me to help me... Even now many of you all have many thing to do but you all will still find some of the time to meet up and company me once I come back to Penang.  And now I apologize to you all , if what I have done and said something make you all uncomfortable please don't put in your heart . Hope our childhood , friendship and brothers will never end . 

Just 4 you

I don't know what to do ... What I do will always make people angry then I just follow also wrong ? if yes then okay , I'll be alone... then no one will get mad or angry anymore... because I used my heart to treat you all but then no one understand , So the best way I be alone will do... Sorry

I don't know

Today actually is a good day for me , because of the same person ruin my mood... A thought I already forgive you once in very deeply that you hurt me... But why do you wanna do something who hurt me ? I have treated you as my best friend again even last time you did something unforgiven but I can just forgive you.... Can you tell me why you must do something over my limit ? I also have feeling , You do everyday said me but I can just laugh because I don't wanna make it become big trouble , And what do you done today ? You have do something over limit okay , not I small winded is because what you have do is over my limit... Why every-time my birthday reach soon but you can give me some present like this? just like 2010 what have you done to me ? I don't really know what make me forgive you this time....  

身旁

一样的街灯 一样还回荡的钟声

而夜微凉 你在谁的心上 一样的天窗

一样还未眠的月光 会孤单吗

情愿你对我说谎

我就在身旁 陪你走过

每一步 每一段每一个地方

那里曾许下的愿望

我就在身旁 为你守候

每一天每一夜不能遗忘

原来爱就是这样

安静的时候 会听见熟悉的问候

你听到吗 我也轻轻回答

还会心动吗 送给一个人的情话

你知道吗 每一句都是牵挂

为你留下的爱 我就在身旁不会离开

就算回忆变成了依赖 永远的存在

我的爱 没有了时间也没有了地点

总在我心里对你说 I ll be there for you...

xD

What's this phone ? ^^

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you
Find out what we're made of
If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song
beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will
remind you
When we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do
You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye

I wonder

Why friend can't really treat their own friend with truly ? why must all with lies and hurt ? how come it become so cruel with this kind of thing ?
To girls & guys : No point to fight with your friends for someone who you wanna chase... Best friends is hard to find ... but girlfriends and boyfriends we can still find others... Lets try to think if a friend you know them for 10 years or more and then quarrel for a person you just know for some weeks only ... do you feel worth ? I know you love or whatever... please think carefully before you make any decision :)

ms. right ?

Should I rush for in a relationship ? I wonder who's my ms.right ... There is no reason why I'm still waiting for my ms.right...  I'm a very simple guy who hope have a simple life. I can do what ever thing that I really mean it , if You feel shame to face me or be with , you can straight away leave me just like the one who did to me that before , I really don't care about this. Because if you feel your face is more important , PLEASE don't come close to me... :) 当我开始放弃了你，我就不会再为了你而不开心.