Life at china ( Fu zhou )

From the first day i came to here i feel kinda hate the life at here... Because it take a month only can back to my hometown again.... But is so fast i being here for three week already... The first of the week raining season... kinda cold right there , even without air cold also so cold... let talk about training... fuyoo... The training program at here crazy... first of the week 32rountine... can you imagine it how to train ? my leg injury and sick... going to hospital and everything.... haih... don't talk about that... 1 more week to go... keep it up ya... sweet dreams~ <3

I'll only believe myself....

Why i being so stupid to believe something that what peoples said to me ? i try my best to believe on something but until last the result out with something that i don't hope to know... love someone that much doesn't mean that she or he will also same as what you do... Guys will flirt but doesn't mean that girls won't too... The way i step is the wrong way ,  even friendship also the same.... how good u treat them doesn't mean they will treat the same as you did to them.... I regret to love someone,I regret to believe on someone and i regret to not do the thing that i have to do... Even it's take time to forget something... but no matter how the scar is always there for now , tomorrow , next year and forever...  I'll start to live by myself now... i live not because of love...  Please take me away from this world... i'm tired to be a human.... i don't want to live this world anymore...

1 more day to go....

Tomorrow i have to leave Malaysia because going to china for training at there for a month... Why i don't feel happy  at all ? haih... actually i not so wanna go there... no reason why... packing not like last time so many thing... i just bring very least thing only... anyway just 30 days at there... I'll never waste my time at there also... We all work hard for it okay? =) Miss you all deeply... take care... be tough =)