I'll only believe myself....

Why i being so stupid to believe something that what peoples said to me ? i try my best to believe on something but until last the result out with something that i don't hope to know... love someone that much doesn't mean that she or he will also same as what you do... Guys will flirt but doesn't mean that girls won't too... The way i step is the wrong way ,  even friendship also the same.... how good u treat them doesn't mean they will treat the same as you did to them.... I regret to love someone,I regret to believe on someone and i regret to not do the thing that i have to do... Even it's take time to forget something... but no matter how the scar is always there for now , tomorrow , next year and forever...  I'll start to live by myself now... i live not because of love...  Please take me away from this world... i'm tired to be a human.... i don't want to live this world anymore...