i'm again~

My mood suddenly feel wanna quit again... i walk to my coach house but i dare not to tell him... once he told me how to do everything i start... my tears drop again... after i hear what he said... i just feel that what he said is correct.. i just will follow my mood do thing... i know i could not like that anymore... i have to be responsibly... Let give myself the last year to try... I will do... my dream... my promise and everything is the last i will do from today start... 2 more month coach will leave malaysia... i'm going to miss him... i'll appreciated this moment... sorry coach i should not think this way anymore... And thanks to you...( the special one in my heart always) you give me this... and i still want apologize that what i have done to you... Take care always... my shadow are always there for you... I'm okay i live here... without anyone i'm still okay... late d... goodnight~