life after sea game and tournament at ipoh...

so fast ady at here more then 2 year plus... quite right ? i also can't believe i could got a sea games champion... anyway i'm kinda happy to got this result too... but once i come back to Malaysia then i'm starting to prepare for national championship... in the time i also get injury... haih... my leg is hurt... but i can how? i request for not tournament ? nope i have to tournament... even i know i got injury i also have to tournament and perform the best for everyone to see how much that i improve... anyway... today i got a medal... that is just a silver... but i feel is very okay... because i being for 2 weeks more because that injury... tomorrow will got 1 more event... i'll try to get the best ... =) no pain no gain....

The last day at Indonesia...

This few days is really kinda tired day ever... But now finally i can take a rest... And my this Seagames result i won a bronze and a gold medal... But i don't have the feeling that i won also , i don't even know why ? coming next will have a tournament wushu champion will held at ipoh... anyway still the same i'll keep on improve myself... =) cheers...

11/18/2011

My very first event nan quan... i took bronze and the marks was 9.69... i duno why i still like not in the mood when i get a medal in seagames... what thing i still left actually ? can anyone tell  me ? er.. i'll not think anything again... now i just will focus on my coming event... goodluck kevan... ^^

Indonesia

I have reached Indonesia... these days i stay at here it make me feel so so happy ,worry and nervous... because soon i'll be tournament and my last result i hope i can get the most good result that i ever have... i really hope... or else i'll quit my wushu ... i not really wanna quit actually... so now i won't think that much... i just will do and try and must do the best... Good luck to me ya... :) nights....

My last weekend....

 The picture i shoot...

  

After the training program i have no time to take a rest have to accompany my coach walk from timesquare , sungei wang , pavilion and way to klcc... And we took alot of photo but i'll just upload abit... It's because we have to go for the concert and then the concert start at 730pm... waa... weather is hot too... After that finish the concert i have to accompany my friend to clubbing again... Finally 5am i reach my room... whole body like wanna break... haha... =)

New begin

Nowadays i'm really free on doing something useless... haha... Train all the time and injury alot again... sob... haha... after feel so stress mia... After that hear my friend they going to apply atm card that why i also go , put some money inside ^^ see my picture... 4 master card and a visa card... hehe... Tomorrow will test again... hope everything will going fine... even is a fake test also have to try lo... next week is my real test ... haha... Soon i'm going 23 ady... 11 more days... I hope my this year birthday will make me feel something special and feel touch... ^^ Good luck to me ya... ^^ The result will make me continue my wushu or not.... my last  tournament at Indonesia ^^ *Blush*

chakabo...

简单的我

kl snowing ?

Marry you

7-10-2011

Time pass quite fast... finally my birthday month.. but tournament soon... so many thing to do and think about.My leg and routine still... am i preparing  ? This is my last mission for my Wushu...injury injury >.< why everytime when nearly tournament i sure injury ? Fine... I'll still continue and never give up.... Jia you okay ? =) new champion will reborn i believe... Goodluck everyone... =)

:)

World is so complicated

Everything we though is simple doesnt mean is simple... Even how we try and we look... And the best damn thing is believe on yourself no one can be trusted... We actually though that ghost is the most scary thing in these world... But I feel that human are most scary... Because ghost could not move and like human did... I'm so tired to play the same old part... My current life... Night and day still raining... Preparing for coming seagames... Will my wushu will end after these year? Will i get the result that I wanna achieve ? Still haven know... I'm still work for it... No more online using my laptop, because I'm not going to pay for my boardband anymore... Even if I can only also same ... Hope and wish my coming days will bring my smile bright... I'll be tough and never give up... I'll do and even if I do until how also is not the point because I have try... Won't regret everything because the way I walk is myself to choose for it... Goodluck to myself... Hope God will see what I'm writing... And pray for me...

Just a post...

30 August... Tomorrow will be national day... so everyone will off... haha... Day by day just pass... so fast i've here 30days... am i improve ? i don't know... but i just know that i'm getting more tired then last time... i feel so tired... can just let me sleep on my bed without anything do ? i'm so lazy... Today is my full rountine that i'm using short weapon... just first and second also will the same weapon but then my whole hand bleed... izit i not use to train with these weapon ? so deep the scar... haha... i think i seldom train... the same thing with now i don't have anything to worry about it anymore... feel so free.... haha... not lies... trurly from my heart... raining everywhere... hope all if my friend saw this post will take care and don't cold ya... i'll seldom online too... i'll terminate my online boardband soon... use to save cost... haha... preparing for some cost that when i coming out from b.jalil... okay la... all is that for today ... take care bye...

The life at china

Kinda hot days... but suddenly tonight raining so heavy... Feel the rain touch my skin... The wind blow so strong... feel the wind so cold... training everything okay... i wonder why i'll train so hard when i reach here... i'll keep it up... my sword just break until get cut ... =) is small case... i would not do something make myself regret... because i use my heart to do everything... without friends i still can survive.... keep it up kevan cheah..

I know what i must at right now

Maybe is truth... but i'm still okay... Don't worry about me... everything will be fine after coming days... I'll put my whole heart to Something that i need to do... =)


When you Really want something , sometimes you have to swim a little deeper.... You can't give up just because things don't come easy... You have to overcome the obstacles and face your fears... But in the end , it's all worth while Life s full of ups and downs , but if you believe in yourself you will always come through with flying colors... Value friendship , love and faith... Never underestimate yourself. Believe in yourself....!
Wish you after when i'm gone.... Have a Good life...

My Thinking

Actually i wonder why my thinking is like that... maybe i being hurt before not once... i being since last time before.... i have told you before about it... And you said to me you're not same as the one did that to me... until last... you also do that to me... haih... But is the pass... i just wanna said out my feeling... i'm hurt... i try to believe      
in someone but now... is hard for me to believe on someone ady... not because of my problem... is because i being hurt once and once... i'll learn to protect myself... that is the reason sometime i'll change....

not mind...

Sometime we have to learn what can say what can't... learn be mature... because some of the words if you said out it will hurt someone beside you or will make beside you the friend hate the person more and more... Learn... not everyone can just pretend like normal... Try to think... =)

25/6/2011

something when you worry doesn't mean anything... anyhow cried doesn't mean that can solve the problem too...
is use to be... just accept the fact...

Tomorrow

Tomorrow is my test d... but... i need someone support... but... haih....
Is hurt... no use to survive... i'm so down right now...
countdown.... from now 11.58am...

Take care <3

^^

i'll do something that i should do right now... you don't want contact with me is okay... i'm annoying also okay... everything i done for u is the last... don't worry no matter how i will never betray you... all i do is all using my truly heart... i understand d... TK...

1206

Hey... Just wanna write out my feeling today only... So suddenly think back something... But i don't know how to say... Is that a sweet memories for me or a nightmare? But is okay I'll remember it... something we keep wanna forget doesnt mean you can... Just don't look back... How the cruel and hurt the thing happen is pass... We can't change the pass anymore... We just can change our future only... Live peacefully... If really got a chance for me to face thing again I'll appreciate everything and I'll not let the chance gone again... I'll grab it and tell myself this is my... I'll Cherish...

Is the fact

For the first time You told me , You both are impossible i believe....

For the second time You told me the same , i try to use the way to believe you...

For the Last time You told me , You won't anymore... But the truth i found out... 

You need Him but not me... I did lot then he did... I never Lies , betray and whatever...

But you Still Choose him but not me...
I'm okay right now... because i can't force you to choose the thing you dislike...

Someday You'll Cry For Me 

Like I Cried For You  , 

Someday You'll Miss ME 

Like I Missed You  , 

Someday You'll Need Me 

Like I Needed You   ,

Someday You'll Love Me

But I Wont Love You anymore... 

Life at china ( Fu zhou )

From the first day i came to here i feel kinda hate the life at here... Because it take a month only can back to my hometown again.... But is so fast i being here for three week already... The first of the week raining season... kinda cold right there , even without air cold also so cold... let talk about training... fuyoo... The training program at here crazy... first of the week 32rountine... can you imagine it how to train ? my leg injury and sick... going to hospital and everything.... haih... don't talk about that... 1 more week to go... keep it up ya... sweet dreams~ <3

I'll only believe myself....

Why i being so stupid to believe something that what peoples said to me ? i try my best to believe on something but until last the result out with something that i don't hope to know... love someone that much doesn't mean that she or he will also same as what you do... Guys will flirt but doesn't mean that girls won't too... The way i step is the wrong way ,  even friendship also the same.... how good u treat them doesn't mean they will treat the same as you did to them.... I regret to love someone,I regret to believe on someone and i regret to not do the thing that i have to do... Even it's take time to forget something... but no matter how the scar is always there for now , tomorrow , next year and forever...  I'll start to live by myself now... i live not because of love...  Please take me away from this world... i'm tired to be a human.... i don't want to live this world anymore...

1 more day to go....

Tomorrow i have to leave Malaysia because going to china for training at there for a month... Why i don't feel happy  at all ? haih... actually i not so wanna go there... no reason why... packing not like last time so many thing... i just bring very least thing only... anyway just 30 days at there... I'll never waste my time at there also... We all work hard for it okay? =) Miss you all deeply... take care... be tough =)

Is being a long time

Is being a long time i never update my blog... am i look fine ? i guess maybe... so fast April will turn to may very soon... everyone also exam... i'm also have to prepare everything to china soon... haih... my life is like that ba... Do all this stuff all because of money... no money all also no... in this world very real to everyone... all talk about money... i'll just walk the way ba... no place for me to choose... i just can see where got the place let me walk through i just walk ba... i found everyone is just the same... no people will truly love you even how you're...
Too all examination right now wish you all good-luck... 

kapo will work hard together with you all...

on~ bad mood

not in the mood today....

While i'm alone...

Feel so sad , tired and many... i'm emo... I'm poor that why... the reason i found out... okay... i admit... but i use my heart to treat everyone nicely... i never act do be myself... i did use my heart to do everything... i'm not acting... please try to use your heart to understand me... but not just see in peoples side... try to think at my side... then you found out i'm how...

I still believe

When i were small i keep hearing peoples said said about story from a poor family guy work hard to be together with the one he love is very hard... but the guy never give up... and until the last miracles have happen... until now i still believe it... story and real life got any different ? sure from real life happen only become a history right ? that why i still believe in miracles... God... i hope u hear me... i'll never give up... i'll do the best work for the one i love...  even how also i don't mine... i just want be together with her only... can you give this as my whole life wish ? I really love her... I'm stubborn... i do this is because i believe in you and hope you will believe in me and put your life for me to help you take good care of it... i can do everything just i need a thing only... that my wish can i have this as my life wish ? I have done many thing for you... i really hope you can use your brave to do everything you want... i dislike see you cry or upset... what i want is you happiness... i wanna be your man... be the only one in your life... everything is on your hand... the chance also is on your hand... i hope you willing to do something for me... I don't want wait until the time i lost u only regret... if i really lost you.... i'll regret for my whole life.... i really mean it... Hope you hear me... and God... i hope u will give me as my last wish... i don't request for rich or what.... just a simple life together with the one i love only... that all that i want...

wished

I looked in the sky and there I saw a star shining so blight above , I closed my eyes and wished upon a star that I would find true love. 
Someone who needed me , someone to share my life , For a love that would be true. I would wait for ever . So no matter how long it may be . I will be waiting...

22/3/2011

Is late d... i'm so tired right now... =) but nevermind la... all i can do for u now is that only... I'll never have anychance to do something for u... all i can do is that... maybe not more i can do for u anymore... =) all the best...

3 / 17 / 2011

Now days Raining everyday... kinda cold... mood also will make people fall asleep... make me feel lazy to wake too... Today actually i very very lazy... actually i wanna phone my coach to tell him i wanna rest for today morning... but at last i didn't do... Is because i cannot lazy anymore... This maybe is my last year of wushu. I can't accept myself to being so lazy... Since from this year start i being hard working for so long... can't cause of lazy everything gone... i don't want... That why i wake up myself and go training with the mood of enjoy... =) I miss penang... But i'll not so early back... maybe june only will back to penang d... I really worry about my future... I don't want to be hard in the future and have a family and give them to be hard together with me... i don't want that... sometime worry is good for me... but think too much is not good for me too... =) anyway i'll not lazy anymore...Jia you okay ? I'm not alone... My family always behind me and support me always i knew that... I promise i'll never give up... =)

Love to the max...

Raining in the morning

Today woke up at 6.30am... prepare everything walk down to the gym... Today fitness test >.< Do everything done around 10something... kinda tired ... aish... Suddenly feel wanna update my blog... I'll never view you le... =) the last thing i wanna let you know... take care la... I'll never miss you ever anymore... to you... but not you... =)

miss you badly

Don't worry .

I'll never do the same thing anymore... sorry for disturb =)

Love

Actually love a person more easy then hate a person... Don't you all feel that ? Even start from now i also feel that love a person you have think your situation. Just example : You don't even know how to care yourself still want to care others ? Money ? Spend also not enough for you , Or you hope the one you love suffer together with you ? But in fact Love doesn't count with each other about " Distant , Money , Age , Outlook and everything " The most important is you all love each other... But for me i'll choose to let her go... Is because of even the girl won't mind about i let the person i love suffer with me... Lets say if i let her go , maybe she will find other that make her feel more happiness and everything right ? We can't because of you love her and ask her to stay be with you right ? That's not a real love.... that is kind of selfish Love... I'll choose to Sacrificed. Most most important is the girl we love she happy everything is fine... =)




"Two souls With But A Single Thought ,
        Two hearts that  beat as one."
~ Kevan 

=)

I'll learn

thanks for telling me so many thing... i'll learn everything... you care me i understand... =) i'm not sad... i just listen... if my wrong i'll just quite and listen... i'll learn...

last decision iphone 4

i choose that is because iphone5 too big for me d... white colour also >< i'm not good at caring something white colour... so i choose iphone4 ... =) and should i jailbreak ma ? hmmm anyway... iphone4... =)

haih...

Will i go for the last year ? Xmission... kevan will u give up so easy ? haih... suan le ba... salary least then least la... last and the best! everyone try your best not just try... must do!!!

Appreciate...

Now days one by one just leave us like that... Accident , sick and everything come with suddenly... If you still have the chance to do the thing that you want... please do and never wait until the time reach you want to do... life is short... appreciate every moment... the most important is You happy everything not a problem... =) i do everything i'll think before i do... =) Everyone remember... don't waste your time do nothing... =) take care ~

why...

why i still not dare to tell ? haih... izit everything i promise is just said only ma ? Kevan you are not a guy... really... that the right that you said to me... your 1st slap is remind me not to so easy give up... your 2rd is just to remind me live peacefully... and the last slap is because you do love me than you do that... And the scar on my hand is forever stay in my left hand side , to remind you that i feel so sorry and waste your time be with me... i'm very stubborn i knew that... maybe is because i feel is right... and everything will be okay... is because that i still live so peacefully for u...

i quit is because i care about my future... that why i work hard for it... if time can take me back to the 1st time we knew each other i'm sure i'll treat you the most ever love i did... i have gone my this chance ever... i feel very regret do everything hurt you... even now i don't need any love and everything... is because this is the deepest hurt that i ever feel in love... i'll work hard to earn money... i'll do what should do only... i'm not childish... maybe i think alot of thing... hmmm... but is okay... what the future will goings.... everything is create by god... all i can do for you is pray for u... i still when to church... i pray... for me , my family and you... i don't why i'm still like that... i should hate what you done to me... but i didn't... Is because hate a person is more hard then love a person... truly from heart... you're still there... =) Don't plan for anything... S.I.M.P.L.E is all i want... live simple... everything simple... =) that why i wrote i love simple but not complicated... I won't cry anymore... even how hard d thing i face , i'll =) like that face... stay =) forever ...

I'm not a failure... what i want i just said it out... at least i try... and i know the result... i'll never keep inside my heart and wait... nothing will drop for you... just as this world no free meal for you... =)

Special = To the little shy 1... i got care you before... hope u will leave peacefully too..
( R.I.P ) love you always... you'll meet the one leave you since last year... Happy ending ya~

1. Good Girl Go Bad - Cobra Starship & Leighton Meester

sorry

i still wanna quit asap...~

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outsidethe door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.
On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.
I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.
Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.
Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

Don't worry

Today raining so heavy >.< make me fall... ishh... pain nia... I'm okay right now =) without anyone i'm always okay =)Hope everyone too ya =)

1. I Wont't cry - Yummy

Song that i hear nowdays

1. Why Would I Ever -Sam Watters
2. Raise Your Glass - Pink
3. Coming Home - Diddy&Dirty
4. We No Speak Americano - Yolanda Be Cool&dcup
5. The Time (Dirty Bit) - Black Eyed Peas
6. Fireflies - Owl City

i'm again~

My mood suddenly feel wanna quit again... i walk to my coach house but i dare not to tell him... once he told me how to do everything i start... my tears drop again... after i hear what he said... i just feel that what he said is correct.. i just will follow my mood do thing... i know i could not like that anymore... i have to be responsibly... Let give myself the last year to try... I will do... my dream... my promise and everything is the last i will do from today start... 2 more month coach will leave malaysia... i'm going to miss him... i'll appreciated this moment... sorry coach i should not think this way anymore... And thanks to you...( the special one in my heart always) you give me this... and i still want apologize that what i have done to you... Take care always... my shadow are always there for you... I'm okay i live here... without anyone i'm still okay... late d... goodnight~

开不了口

Miss you so randomly...What make me still miss you ? can i just forget you ? why i still feel like that ? >.< siao liao la...

2/20/2011

Argghhh... Today i slept until 9something wake... >.* last night was around 2 or 3 something in the morning i only sleep... Once i awake... take bath... and walk to netstudio alone from 2pm until 6something play game... DOTA... haha... Is because i cant stay at my room too long or else will get sick like last time again ><... after that going back to my hostel watch movies until 9something while eat roti planta... pack from netstudio the mamak store... hmmm...until now is kinda late too... tired... is time to bed... just upload my photo that i edit... =) goodnight everyone~ ^^

20 Feb 2010

Update**

Early in the morning have to went to gym for training...
So lazy i'm today... Is because today have to run 400m x 4...
Actually i don't want to run... But i have to... haha.... know the reason why ?
Let tell you why... Is because my coach at there... thats why i go to run...
From the starting i prefer to jog slowly... but my time for a lap is around 1.18sec...
Is very tired after the second round... and i plan my third round slow then first and second
But my coach come out so i have to force myself for the 3 lap...
And my final lap... just me and my senior only... 2 people for the last lap...
Is because i'm late for the first lap... haha... and my final lap my time was 1.16sec...
Prefer slow... but still force myself to speed up... now because my coach there...
My third lap my coach went back home... after finish the final lap... went back to jungle gym...
And went to ice bath... but before go... i feel like vomit >< and finally... i VOMIT* ZZzz
After went that finish went back my room take a bath go down to the canteen and have my breakfast with my friends...
And finish my breakfast went to Netstudio with my friends to go play dota... after a round i went back to my room... and from 11something sleep until 5pm... wake up take a bath and wash my cloth... and then walk to carrefour to find my friend to take dinner... hmmm... then continue go Netstudio... Until my friends coming play for 3 games then went back... My this satuday just pass like that... =) is late too... i'll continue stay happy... Goodnight my world...

Bunny~Gong hei fatt choi~

1 week have pass just like that >.< miss the day at Penang... many thing happen~ but this Chinese new year is the best new year for me this year... my bro sis and everyone also is there.... haha...

Every Night back on 3 , 4 or 5am or more then that... Going every where... play here and there... 

At least it didn't make me feel so bored like last time anymore... no more Emo ^^v 

Keat this message for you lur... even you can drive but abit dangerous lur... remember drive slowly la... slow and fast also will reach ma , so don't rush okay ? ^^ Aaron - You tot i wanna said you so much when u fetch me ? haha... you ini i really don't know how to said d la... But hope all i said you... you don't keep inside your heart la k ? ^^ haha.... Andy i just be honest to you... hope you don't angry la... sometime not we didn't wanna call you out... when we call you said busy... after that said we didn't invite you pulak... =.=" you want we how ar ? Hope you will found the one you want asap la...
All my friend if i haven wish you all... i at here apologize to you all first ya... sorry for didn't wish you all happy Chinese New Year okay ?   ^^... Will be continue my journey soon ^^ Take care~ and Happy Chinese New Year....

Dream come true

Hmmm... Finally feb ~ so fast have pass a month... everything happen just like normal and something happen that we don't even think before... maybe this is my last year of wushu... Is because i never got any result , hope this year my seagame will got a medal will do... So now i never think too much... Just try my best and never look back ^^ Hmmm 2 more days chinese new year d... but i just stay at penang not even a week only... haih... i really miss penang... but i have to back kl life... but is okay la... =) i'm waiting for the time to reach.... Ready to collect ang pao... Yeah!!!... Goodluck to me... and smile always

Forever k~

RAndom~

now is 1.24am... quite early right? haha... actually i don't know what i'm doing right now... i feel something wrong right now... i feel that what i do everything is just said out but never do... i'm so useless am i ? Yes... i'm... now i won't say that much anymore... i'll prove... i'll prove out that what i mean is just a word only... Kevan will do everything that He SAID... i Swear... =) i hope i'll do everything =) er... not hope only... MUST!!! hehe... kinda late... everyone... jia you together ya k? goodnight~

Finally~ ^^

1 month... so fast reach d . My holiday just end like this... I'm very happy this time back to penang... But sad cause i gain my weight again.... Aishh... FAT again... >.<" never mind la , i'll keep fit soon =P ... Tomorrow will be the first day if my training again... new year , new day , new life and everything is new... hope everything will going very good and my dream come true...
So happy got you all my friends... you all make my holiday become meaningful... thanks ya... will god bless you all always... Miss you all always...